You mean to tell me that I didn't blog the entire month of December!Well it's 2010 and I've got to get on the grind! Last night we had and AWESOME watch night service to bring in the New Year and even though I didn't make any New Year's resolutions, there ARE a few things that I'd like to improve on this year.
I missed the last @ttic we had in December so I didn't get a video, but I did write a lil bit and I'd love your feedback! I've gotta get busy on this writing thing because I'm coming into too many great poets!I've gotta step my game up! I've got tons of concepts in my head, I just haven't written on them yet!My schedules been kind of busy and I don't see it lightening up any time soon.
But I don't wanna hold you, here's my piece and don't forget to subscribe to me on youtube! www.youtube.com/AlabasterDiva and follow me on twitter k? www.twitter.com/UnhurdChyld .
Picture Perfected
I've called my friends,played on the internet, watched a movie, and even tried to take a nap just to get you off of my mind.
Out of 86,400 seconds in a day, I'm guessing...43,200 are filled with thinking of your phone calls and our late night conversations/Me mentally stimulating you with my intimate questions, and let's not mention all of your sexual suggestions./Got me dreaming of your hugs and your passionate kisses/Pleasing me physically while I visually personify your text messages./But the only thing wrong with this is...I have a mister and you have a missus.
Our mouths say we're friends but my mind is subdued in otherwise/because I know so much about you that I've developed this small attraction and my actions are beginning to speak louder than my words./Like, making sure you got that good morning text message I sent and making those pet names like "boo","honey",and "love" appear so innocent./Well, they were..../At first/Until our conversation got so diverse that we immersed ourselves in our own lucid universe of just you...and me./Knowing that the reality is that the only thing wrong with this picture is...I have a mister and you have a missus.
We talk every single day and even more often when she makes you mad./But you know that if I had you, I'd always add to your happiness./But I guess I'll just embrace the thought of us in my mind for now because somewhere/somehow/I caught feelings for you./So when you call me tellin me what y'all going through, I'm glad to be the voice that comforts you./Your transparency spoils me deeper when you always tell me the truth because of the unconditional love you know I have for you./But boo, this cycle can't continue because to be honest with you/ every time my cell phone vibrates, I'm disappointed when the Caller I.D. reads his name instead of you.
To face facts, I can't act like the exact emotion that I've developed for this predicament isn't jealousy./You see, she still sees you every night when y'all fall asleep side by side/ and I know it ain't right, but it's just not fair that I can't be next to you to breathe your same air./I want to simulate all of your senses./Like feeling your hands mapping over my body/smelling your chocolate skin just to check if it compliments the sweetness that my lips taste on your neck/and my mind misleads my ears to hear that I love you that you never said just to see the look in your eyes when you watch me saw my hips.
The word compatibility is too vague to describe you and me because what we have could last infinities of eternities./But we were both honest from the start.I knew another woman had your heart./So I'm left to pretend with these feelings I'll have to contend because if I ever get to show you just how real and pure my love is, you'll know that the only thing wrong with this picture is,
You're not my mister and...I'm not your missus.
~UnhurdChyld
